Now I have accepted a job, start the working life again. But I will continue to study since I like the programming and making webpages...
I will start the job from next month, so I still have pretty much time to study, try hard to study, and maybe while working also study.
The weather here is so hot, but I still go to the school every afternoon, under the big hot sunshine, feeling is different, somewhat I do not feel it is so hot sometimes, then I feel much cool down. Like the chinese saying "xin jing zi ran liang" which means if your heart/mind is cool down,then it will not be hot any more.
I think I already passed the age that easy to get "hot", instead I am trying or already become more mature after all these years. It is good, people are all growing up...
congratulations you will have a normal life just like ours,working and studying.life is life,you have to accept it somehow.and it is also good you are easy to calm down now,grown girl,the same thing happened to me also.